Before to my after

These photos make me CRINGE when I see them... perfect reminders of where I will never be again.



These were taken at 115kg.
I started losing weight by myself, discovered that I needed additional support (and my Bestie was going to come with me....)
I started weight watchers about 6 months later, and weighed in at 107kg.

Photo update.

So...
From 115kg to just under 85kg...
Has taken over a year and a half... slow and staedy... right??
I have maintained over several stages of the weight loss.
Feeling really good now.
Proud : )

SO, I get to 85kg.
I am going for my lowest weight since meeting Glen, I don't weigh in last Tuesday...
I have been eating EVERYTHING in sight for the last 2 weeks. And I havent gone to the gym once!!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!
What is it in my head that triggers this destructive behaviour????
I dont know what the right thing is to do... but I am going to face the music on Tuesday night, regroup, and keep going!
If the damage is great, it will destroy me, but I will be able to rebuild.
I am hoping it is minimal, and that it will only take a few weeks to recoop my loses...
God I am so nervous.
I made a vege soup today... almost point free, and am going to try and live off it for the next few days, as well as going back to the gym tomorrow morning, to minimise the damge (instead of escalating it, and doing damage till Tuesday, which is what my head is saying to do!!!... "just go and eat KFC... you may as well....." ARGGGHHH!!!)

Sick of Ireland yet??

Photos of Ireland finally!!

Photos from Ireland!!!!
I FINALLY found my disc of photos, it was at work, hidden at the bottom of the scrap paper stack!!!
Why on earth anyone would put it there!!!
Anyhow...
Photos from IRELAND!!!
Coming up...

Weigh in

HELLO!!!
Little bit of time between posts lately... have to become more organised!!
SO... Tuesday I weighed in at 85kg EXACTLY!!
Cant wait for my next weigh in, the scales showing under 85kg will not only be a major milestone, but i will have to write a list of new mini goals!!!
I started at 115kg on my scales at home.. (woah....)
Lost weight, joined WW and weighed in at 106.9kg.... (STILL woah!!!)

Mini goals are as follows...
1. Be under 100kg - DONE!!!!
2. Reach 10kg lost - 96.9kg - DONE
3. Reach 10% - 96.2kg - DONE!
4. Reach 95kg!! - DONE!!!!
5.Be under 90kg - 89.9kg!! - DONE!!
6.Halfway to goal - 87.9kg - DONE!!!
7.20% weight loss - 85.5kg - DONE!!
8.Under 85kg -

What can my next mini goals be??? Should I set larger milestones now that I am coming to the end of my journey???
I know that Under 80kg will be HUGE!!! (Havent been there since highschool...and even then, it was only just!!!)

Anyway... another huge event has occured!!
I have an RDO today, and guess where I am FINALLY going???
TO PICK UP MY WEDDING ALBUM!!!
Yes, it has only taken me over 2 and a half years to do so.... hahaha
So I am excited to see them...
I was at about 110kg give or take a few when I got married (Thank god for tight, heavily stitched wedding gowns...)
So, I am not as proud of them as I used to be... a bit disappointed in myself... it took those photos, and others to finally convince me that I needed help....
So... this time, on my 3 yr wedding anniversary, I will be at GOAL!!!!
That is 4 months away... So approximately 16 weeks...
All I need to lose is 1kg - 1.5 a week and I will be there....
hmmm...
don't think typing counts as exercise... so I'd better get CRACKING!!!