SO, I get to 85kg.
I am going for my lowest weight since meeting Glen, I don't weigh in last Tuesday...
I have been eating EVERYTHING in sight for the last 2 weeks. And I havent gone to the gym once!!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!
What is it in my head that triggers this destructive behaviour????
I dont know what the right thing is to do... but I am going to face the music on Tuesday night, regroup, and keep going!
If the damage is great, it will destroy me, but I will be able to rebuild.
I am hoping it is minimal, and that it will only take a few weeks to recoop my loses...
God I am so nervous.
I made a vege soup today... almost point free, and am going to try and live off it for the next few days, as well as going back to the gym tomorrow morning, to minimise the damge (instead of escalating it, and doing damage till Tuesday, which is what my head is saying to do!!!... "just go and eat KFC... you may as well....." ARGGGHHH!!!)