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Would like to lose 5 kg by the end of March, but am trying to not get hung up on the numbers... focus on 6 healthy meals a day, including 2 protein, 3 vege and 2 fruit... + grains and dairy, drink plenty of water and exercise 3 times a week...

I figure that if the weight doesnt come off, whilst I am doing the right thing by my body, then it is not meant to...

I just want to live a healthy lifestyle, and optimise my chances of being here for a long time : )

BFN - Warning... vent coming...

Am just sick of seeing that BFN on the pregnancy tests every month.. am REALLY down about it right now, I think because of the hormones I am being pumped with... making it worse..

So frustrating to see people who really didn't want to be pregnant, don't know what they want, or who just have accidents, or who fall first cycle all around me....

After five years I just feel like screaming "GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!!"

It is becoming a little too much for me... and there are few people who ACTUALLY care or understand... lots of people pretend to care... or look at me with pity and then expect me to talk... ??

I am just a little beyond it, and hope that people don't take this offensively... but after five years... I just need to get it out...

Am a little angry right now... but I will get over it... : )

Just writing it down has made me feel better....

Hello All!!

Hi all on this fine Wednesday morning.

Soooo..

I am now on IUI... am not at an ideal weight range, but am seeking help for this through healthy diet and exercise, not with unreal expectations...

I am taking chlomid and progynova to help prepare my body for IVF!

Am so excited at the prospect of perhaps FINALLY being pregnant..

So many different things going on in my life... With preparing for the pregnancy, health wise and also trying to do the right thing by my body : )

Unfortunately that is not being made easy, as I am off work today with some stupid virus, that is making me REALLY dizzy and nauseous... : (

Anyway... that is me today.. boring .. lol

Hopefully I will have more exciting news next post!